Even the smell of food makes me hungry, reading about it in
great detail makes it much worse. I don’t know how to explain it. There are
days when I eat full meals and I walk past something and catch a whiff of
something tasty and my stomach begins to growl. Food is a big part of my life,
and I used to take it for granted, then I spent the better part of a day in
jail. I’m not going to go into detail as to how I got there, but I got arrested
this past summer and had to spend the morning in my town’s jail and then the
better part of the afternoon in county because that’s where my bond hearing
was.
After reading Cate’s article on how inmates made “spreads”
out of ingredients they’d collected throughout the day I thought to myself
“That probably would’ve been smart,” but I never stayed overnight so there
wasn’t much time for me to fashion a spread. To the inmates who are in CJ5,
making spreads is a means of expression and a social activity. They can make it
in larger portions for many inmates, or for themselves when they are hungry
late at night after a bland 4 o’clock dinner. I found the part of Cate’s study
where she compared making spreads as a way for inmates to feel free of
authority. She states, “Spread, on the other hand, reflects personal
taste and individual access to resources. As such, it is an inmate’s product of
choice, not under the control of any authority” (20). This was most
interesting to me because people who are stuck and suffering in jail are
looking for an excuse to do something they haven’t yet, in this case it may be
create an elaborate spread
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